I’m fond of reading great stories of various people, novels of who’s who and even just ordinary stories just to pass the time. But I wondered if someone else would like to read my story, too. I wondered if my life, my drama and dilemma would be appealing to them. Would anyone take time to read it? I would not know. I even thought what flashy cover should I use for impact and what catchy title would make a good impression.

Guess I’ll end up imagining things. I can’t even decide which part of my life would be interesting to write about, what things will I share and what part would need few editing. Should I write about this and mention that? So many things to think and write about. But one thing’s for sure though. My story still has not ended. I continue to write it until now and what’s great about it is that I get to choose what to happen next if I’ll just make certain decisions wisely. It’s like a scene in a teen flick. I can even choose what are the characters to be featured on my script. Will I choose the mean girls to overpower me and become just like them or will I take the advise of my good friends and live in goodness? Will I conquer my fears and discover more source of strength within me that I never thought I had? Will I be a better person and still be me after all? Will I choose to obey my parents’ words and if I’ll be able to live my dream? It’s really for me to decide what good I can make of myself as I write the scriptures of my existence.

What’s good about writers is that they can edit mistakes and re-write scenes. We also have that type of tool. It’s realizing your mistakes, ask for forgiveness, understanding and trying to make up for loose ends and doing what needs to be done. As they say, If you make the same mistake twice, then it wasn’t a mistake at all, it was a choice. Learn to know what’s a good choice if you see one. Nothing beats living in a good slate and peace of mind. I’d been trying hard to achieve that for years.

But still, I was never alone despite of all the downfalls I’ve encountered in my past. They made me who I am and made me stronger to face future uncertainties. Gratefully, there were still plenty of happy scenes in my story, too. Of course, I’ll never forget to mention those who had played an important role in my book. They’ve made my life worth living. There’s my family, although not perfect but loves me nonetheless. I couldn’t ask for more. I also have my guardian angels now in heaven, my parents who I missed so dearly. My extra cool friends, colleagues, cry-mates and teammates who had been there through it all. My boyfriend who never fails to amaze me and I wish I’ll never stop writing memories with him. And my co-writer, GOD, who helped me make the greatest story I can tell to others. My tale may not be ideal but I want you to know that it’s a tale full of trials, hardship, twists, laughs, love and happiness rolled in to one great literature. Plenty of lessons learned and still more to go. It’ll be a book full of good old mem’ries I will forever cherish. And you’ve just been a part of it. Hope you’ll enjoy reading it and enjoy life as much as I had enjoyed my journey. :) 

royisdaneym:

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awwwwwwwwwwweeesome. ;)

Go to Google translator, choose English to Japanese translation and write Tumblr in the given box. Then copy the Japanese letters to the Translate box and put Japanese to English. See the real meaning of Tumblr! ♥

LOVE. ;)

Sometimes, it takes a great fall to know where you stand. :)

Just FOUR words that means a THING. :)

You’re back home with Mamang and GOD. No more delicious meals and afternoon jokes. We may no longer spend more time with each other but your memories will forever stay in my heart. I LOVE YOU, Papang. Miss you badly.